done with second year of college... CRRRRRAAAAZY!!! upperclassmen status now ... feels good to be on vacation tho.... after barely sleepin monday finished my finals on tuesday!!  afterwards decided it was time for celebrations... decided to drink up with the 203 and 204 boys... maaaan jess...we wanted to take shots but there weren't any shot glasses so went bottoms up a few times on the soco bottle... not a good idea.... woke up wednesday morning.. body aching ... picked up jess from work cuz she was hurting too... then headed to LA cuz it was scheduled bff quality time... stuck in traffic for hella DAYS... finally got there and just chilled for a bit... people still studyin for finals at ucla... grabbed dinner at the dining commons... free food... thanks!! decided to watch mr. and mrs. smith... brad pitt and angelina jolie... fricken hottest couple there is... good entertainment for the evening... thanks BFF... i  u... then good times with the boy.... heh... thursday woke up hella late... felt a little earthquake... kinda scary ... went to ami sushi with neha, john and jess... ate a yummy lunch... thanks jess and jesso's parents!! came home and then twins picked me and AK up to go to ETA class reunion/zimmy's going away party... went to wingnuts... damn we tore it up... good times.. wish rona was there... only 1 missing...  my pledge sisters!! after wingnuts went to kim's apartment to celebrate... theta bros were there too.. yay vince and earnest [X class bros] were there... daamn everyone was sooo gone.. H14 potion, gin, jose cuervs, popovs, soco.... alll gone.... devastation all around... woke up.. tummy queasy... appendages all numb ... still went to fashion island with john for father's day shopping... thanks for spongebob john!!! he'll keep me company up north ... chilled for a bit with the boy... then PGRAD for castro, maricel, roch and anna lisa.... afterwards went to cindy and jeanie's dinner at the garlic place.. yummy... happy birthday moofies!!! then to Q's apartment for another theta party... today went to UC Irvine graduations... after the first one went to islands with cindy, nanta and roch to celebrate... mMm good... but yeah... CONGRATULATIONS goes out to: my big sis kristine CASTRO, my grand bigs maricel lopez, pledge sis kim, theta bigs darin, X class sis theresa pham, rochies, anna lisa, esty, and other delta phi gamma sisters who graduated from other schools... also congrats to romeo, danny, RT and JT!! yay you graduated!!  still better see all ur faces around.. so yea... crazy week... going home tomorrow... see u socal kids later!! better come to my birthday.. mid july!!

=w=eezer CD is grrrrreat! thanks!!!!

HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GOOD MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND...

let's take a moment of silence to remember everyone who gave their lives to protect our freedom........

ahhh... can't express enough gratitude...cant even imagine what they must have possibly been thru... THANK YOU!!!! okae... so home this weekend!! good times... came back sac airport.. mommy and derrick picked me up  had to wait two hours for sister to arrive cuz her flight was delayed... but funny cuzzo kept me entertained... went home and got ready for little cuzzo's graduation... CONGRATULATIONS JOSHUA FOR GRADUATING FROM EIGHTH GRADE... you'll have fun at st. mary's.. my alma mater..  saw steve and venancio...aww... chilled with ate stephy, jay and manong... kim came over before she left for SD...[why do u come down south when i go up north?!] watched spanglish..."chuca chuca chuca" ahah... damn ending sucked.. anyhow... saturday went to st. mary's c/o 2005 graduation.. saw steve[again], hauna and andrae.. aww highschool memories... went for bff's sisters... CONGRATULATIONS TO KIMI AND CINDY!! yay!! you're both coming down south for school... we'll have fun next year!!  afterwards some good eating then food coma... chilled again and had some liqs... keoni's bday party on sunday... aww... wut a cutie... HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVORITE GODSON... pictures will be up soon... today famz all went out for lunch... then flew back home to irvs.. thanks john for pickin me up..... all in all good, great, fantastic, furiously fun weekend... i'll be back in 3 weeks... hopefully...

scooter i missed you baby!!!!!

DPG retreat in vegas this past weekend.... much needed time spent with my seesters!! wish big sis was there tho .... all good... yea eta van!! do you like ETA?? 3....2....1.... yes! yes! oh these games we play... no one gets us... but yeah... lookin forward to a great year next year... congratulations to everyone who made board and BOD... i'm soo proud of you guys ... nanta we're goin to ur house more often cuz it's damn beautiful!! so yeah... on sunday went to eat steak and eggs at san remo... saw the new york rollercoaster but we didn't get to ride... dammit... but yeah.. slept the whole way home... freakishly hot yesterday so me, ak, gel, and sherilee decided to go swimming... ahh good times... ak and her special friends.. ahahah.. you goober... so yeah... decided to eat el pollo loco and watch desperate housewives... no regard for time.. had a paper due this morning... started it at 3 and decided to take a little nap.. woke up at 6:30 am and freaked out cuz my paper was due in 3 and a half hours... finished it a half hour before class was over but the damn thing wouldn't print... freaked out!!  finally decided to just bring jesso's laptop with the essay on it... went to class and everyone was gone... ran to the philosophy building and my TA was there... told me i could turn it in on wednesday!!! awesome!! what a kewl guy... so yay for jason sheley...

anyhow... here are the long overdue pics from delta phi gamma ETA class installs!!

Big bro [my date!!] me and scuba----

yay!!! TDB and DPG--------

big sis castro, pseudz [moofs], me, cathy and anna lisa----

me and my right nut/pledge seester/beys freyn/family/sexy AK------

me and drunken big bro with ETA class floats... so proud we made those!!----

getting presented with our letters------

presents from theta bros!!! awww feel the love---------

me and my roomies... aw thanks for coming guys!-------

stuff i got from presents... thanks to all the frats and sororities who showed their support 

pillows i got from the jesso for crossing

me and jesso in the fountain saying LATERZ!!!!

song of the moment:

Pretty girl is suffering,
while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out
what his intentions were about

And that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him outta your head
And that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him outta your head

Its the way that he makes you feel
its the way that he kisses you
its the way that he makes you fall in love

She's beautiful as usual
with bruises on her ego and
her killer instinct tells her to
be aware of evil men

And that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him outta your head
And that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him outta your head

Pretty girl
Pretty girl
Pretty girl is suffering
while he confesses everthing
pretty soon she'll figure out
you can never get him outta your head

its the way that he makes you cry
its the way that he's in your mind
its the way that he makes you fall in love

Its the way that he makes you feel
its the way that he kisses you
its the way that he makes you fall in love, love

SUGARCULT... went to the sugarcult concert tonight with john and jessica... opening band was pretty good cuz the guitarist was pretty cuuuuute.. heh... but the best part was when the lead singer dove into the audience and ate shit cuz no one caught him [me and jess were standing in that mosh pit but he jumped on the other side].. first we were .. but when he got up and walked to the stage i couldn't help but chuckle a little bit.. ok ok i laughed my ass off ... just like jack black in school of rock. "ur tacky and i hate you" ... but yea.. sugarcult... got to hear memory and of course pretty girl... good stuff...

miss people...  

how can u tell how much people mean to u... or how much u mean to them... how can u measure someone's worth? i think you can only really tell how much someone means to u when u still want them around even after they've done something that hurt u...

"back back back to the disaster... my heart's beating faster... holding on to feel the same"